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13 September 2009 @ 12:10 am

I've just worked out that if i lose a healthy 1lb per week to get to my goal weight (estimated since i haven't weighed myself for fear!) it will take until MARCH!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH.
If i lose a healthy 2lb per week to get to my goal weight (same as before) it will take until just before Christmas (DEC 10th).
Don't think this will happen but oh well just to be realistic i want to be 100lbs by Christmas, hopefully before but i know i'm a binger.

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27 July 2009 @ 11:32 am

OKAY
down to 118lbs from 123lbs last monday :)
that's me doing alright isn't it?

i'm pretty psyched
and i have no desire to eat
just to shop
and go to the gym
but my mum is at work so i have to look after my brother and sister until she gets back and therefore cannot do anything until then

Btw, i am like so tired i want to fall asleep all of the time and grr it's so annoying
and not great for my boyfriend :/
or anyone else i'm around i guess

Anyway....5lbs in 7 days
my exercise must most definitley be working
i have never done so much in such a short space of time *yey me*
not that i feel any lighter
or any less fat
or any less disgusting
but i guess as long as i keep those numbers on the scales going down i can force a smile

I WILL GET BACK TO 98lbs!!!!

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24 July 2009 @ 11:38 am

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
lw-98lbs
hw-138lbs
cw-121lbs
FATFATFATFATFATFATFATFATFATFAT

WHY AREN'T I LOSING?

fasting again today
not that it does anything to my fat fat fat self

i've either fasted or eaten very low call all week and been to the gym and worked out for at least 90mins everyday and nothing has buged
WTF

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24 July 2009 @ 11:17 am

WHY AREN'T I LOSING :'(?!

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20 July 2009 @ 01:01 pm

new day new week new start

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12 June 2009 @ 11:23 pm

Going to attempt a liquid fast tomorrow.
Going to beach with boyfriend during the day and out with my girls on the night.
I'll just get a juice and/or an ice lollie which won't be more than 100cals so that will have to do.
Monday and Tuesday i lost 4 fucking lbs then Wednesday 1lb then Thursday i ate about 800cals :( and today i was at around 500 saw scales weighed myself was back up 4lbs from the Wednesday and totalli flipped. Binge Binge Binge. I dunno what to do. Im such a fat fuck.

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12 June 2009 @ 11:23 pm

I hate myself

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02 June 2009 @ 10:53 pm

Okay so ssaturday i bought some kate moss at topshop shorts and a a white crop top. Its inspiration i hope!

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21 May 2009 @ 09:38 pm

Day 5 of ABC
Down 5lbs
:D

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05 May 2009 @ 10:27 pm

first day of abc today :)
wish me luck!
anyone wanna join?
feel freeeeee

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25 April 2009 @ 10:29 am

arggh
binged thursday and friday night (N) :@
my throat is still sore from purging on thursday i never get that...maybe it's cos i;ve let my nails grow??
i dont know
anyway...

i want to do ABC but with my exams coming up in 2 weeks for the next 8 i dont know how i will manage on it
maybe i should wait til after maybe i shouldnt
im scared and undecided

erm
i dont know whether i have gained
too scared to go on the scales
:(

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23 April 2009 @ 06:03 pm

:(

today has been awful :(
my stomach is hurting so bad :(
i went to grans and she had bought my special cake that i used to have every week but then the shop stopped making them so she didn't get them anymore but they had them in so she got it and i came and she was like you'd better have it! so i did even though i was more than full after my HUMUNGOUS dinner and then even when i was more than overly full after the fucking flapjack i went and then i though bugger this i've already messd up now and had 3 shortbreads and 2 hobnobs :S :| :( :'(. my stomach is badly badly hurting and i want to go out and run or on the bike or something but i can hardly move cos i'm so full it's disgusting
i think i'm gonna go cry now

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20 April 2009 @ 10:22 pm

90210 best thinspo ever!

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19 April 2009 @ 10:43 pm

had a little binge
fuck

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16 April 2009 @ 01:00 am

my stomach is making crazy ass noises lmao

i love that empty feeling :)
good job it's late and i'll be sleeping soooooooon though keep hunger at bay

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21 March 2009 @ 12:49 pm

binge last night
meh
liquid fast today
cant do tomorrow though argghh
sundays are so involved with food in my house
:@:@:@:@:@
hope i can get to gym

to reach my mini goal of 103lbs i need to lose 7lbs in two weeks...doable yes but not if i keep having binge fridays!
plus, i have lots and lotsand lots of revision to do and i can never concentrate :(
and keep arguing with my boyfriend so i go eatt :/
i worked it out and realli i should be 108 by now and 107 by tuesday but im not im 110
argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
:'( :'( :'(

i will be thin
fuck all those people who said i couldnt do it
i will
i will
i will

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18 March 2009 @ 10:49 pm

1lb! 1lb! 1 ****ing lb in one whole week!
omg
what the hell is wrong with me?
i'm so fat
i'm never gonna shift it all
there's just far too much of it
it's everywherreeeeeeeeeeee
:(:(:(:(::(:(:(:(

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12 March 2009 @ 09:39 pm

dont think i can take this anymore

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09 March 2009 @ 06:04 pm

anyone watched the new 90210???

OMG, the girls are just beautiful
they are tiny, i swear they just look sooo pretty it's unbelievable.

Just thought i'd share :) x

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08 March 2009 @ 05:54 pm

Hey people.
Lost 3lbs since tuesday :)..not that i can tell but you hey the numbers going down. I'm trying to only weigh myself once a week at the gym even though i've not really stuck to that since i keep putting the scales back in my bathroom that my mam takes out as soon as she realises. Oh well!
I dunno whats worse, being the weight i am now, letting myself put on weight, or, remembering the fact that even when i weighed a stone lighter i still felt huge. I'll just have to lose that again and remind myself just how huge i was then i will re-asses the situation lol. For the moment my goal is 7stone 5 by April 2nd :). My ultimate goal (1) is 98lbs(7stone) for the time being anyway.
Think thin xoxoxoxoxooxox

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